28. huhtikuuta 2011

Nuoruus

Elokuvakohtaukset tuntuvat niin upeilta

niissä tunteet kuohuvat ja kaikki ympärillä kuvastaa mielenmaisemaa
katulamppujen kylmä valo
ohi ajavien autojen hiljaisuus
nukkumaan menneet parvekkeet
kohmeiset sormet
ja musiikki





Ja yhtäkkiä huomaat elämäsi olevan sitä

unenomaisen pehmeää
juopuneen kuiskaus: "kaikkea hyvää"

etkä osaa vastata kyyneliltäsi.

24. huhtikuuta 2011

Sanoinkuvaamattomuus

Asioita, joita on mahdotonta kuvailla, on yritetty silti selittää, nimetä tai määritellä luultavasti melkoisen useaan kertaan. Toiset ovat onnistuneet esityksillään ehkäpä valaisemaan osia omista näkökulmistaan ja mielikuvistaan, ja minäkin olen löytänyt rajallisia mutta upean rajattomia kuvioita kuvaamaan omaa maailmankatsomustani. Kaikista osuvimpia kuvauksia on kuitenkin äärimmäisen vaikea selittää muille. Jos omasta mielestä täydellisesti tiivistetty juttu ei aukea ulkopuoliselle, ei sitä voi oikein selittää eikä korvata toisenlaisella millään.
Tämä tekeekin asioista melkoisen hankalaa. Oma oivaltamiskokemus voi olla upea, mutta asiasta lähtee se upeus ja innostus muille kerrottaessa, jos ei ole minkäänlaisia esimerkkejä käytettäväksi. Valaistumisista ja käsityksen avartumisista voisi olla ihana jakaa kokemuksia muiden kanssa, ehkäpä oppia tai ymmärtää vielä enemmän sen jälkeen, mutta luovuudenkin rajat tulevat vastaan, jos kyseessä on asia kuten äärettömyys tai ikuisuus (niillepä onkin sanavastineet!).

Upeita esimerkkejä ihmisten luovuudesta kuitenkin löytyy.
Oma suosikkini maailmankatsomuksesta puhuttaessa on niinkin yksinkertainen kuvio kuin ympyrä,

, jolle ehkä onnistunein vastine äänimaailman puolelta löytyy upean Steve Reichin tekemän kappaleen muodossa. Harmi ettei sitä löydy youtubesta kokonaisena! Kyseessä on kappale Piano Phase.





Tietysti mandalat, tutut ikuisuussymbolit, ouroburos ja muut vastaavat oivallukset ovat omaa luokkaansa ja ansaitsevat maininnan sekä kunniaa tässä yhteydessä. Joskus asiaa täytyy vain katsoa uusin silmin, ja erilaiset tulkinnat voivat auttaa ymmärtämään, kun tuttuja ja kuluneita symboleita on tuijotettu vailla yhtään oivallusta.

Mikä on parhaiten onnistunein kuvaus jostakin, mitä on mahdotonta kuvailla?

21. huhtikuuta 2011

Onko sillä väliä?

Kuinka vakavaa elämä on?

Yksi sanoo, että tietoisuus ja sitä kautta elämän parhaat puolet löytyvät pohdiskelemalla syntyjä syviä, toiselle kaikki on pelkkä yksi suuri vitsi (esimerkiksi rakkautta lukuunottamatta), eikä mitään voi ottaa tosissaan. Olen kuullut sanottavan, että jos kaiken ottaa liian vakavasti, ei elämästä ehdi saada tarpeeksi iloa irti. Toisaalta joku sanoo, että iloa tai onnea voi saavuttaa juuri siitä, että ottaa asiat liian vakavasti. Minä mietin, että otankohan tämänkin liian vakavasti. Kuolen kuitenkin, eläisin miten vain. Saan ehkä enemmän komemusta jostakin elämällä tietyllä lailla, mutta jostain toisesta elämällä toisella tavalla.

The Road Home by ForlornExistence

Pitäisikö minun tällä hetkellä sittenkin olla kirmaamassa tuolla ulkona päihtyneenä, vailla mietteitä tai murheita entisestä tai tulevasta sen sijaan, että pohtisin tällaisia asioita tässä? Kumpi on elämästä nauttimista?

7. huhtikuuta 2011

How To Treat Others: 5 Lessons

1. First Important Lesson - "Know The Cleaning Lady"

During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions, until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?"

Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade.

"Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello."
I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.

2. Second Important Lesson - "Pickup In The Rain"

One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car.
A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960s. The man took her to safety, helped her get assistance and put her into a taxicab.
She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him.

Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached. It read: "Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along.

Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before he passed away. God bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving others."

Sincerely, Mrs. Nat King Cole.

3. Third Important Lesson - "Remember Those Who Serve"

In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10 year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him. "How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked. "50¢," replied the waitress.
The little boy pulled his hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it.
"Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired. By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient. "35¢!" she brusquely replied.
The little boy again counted his coins. "I'll have the plain ice cream," he said. The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left.

When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies. You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.

4. Fourth Important Lesson - "The Obstacles In Our Path"

In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way.

Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand - "Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition."

5. Fifth Important Lesson - "Giving When It Counts"

Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare and serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year-old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes, I'll do it if it will save her."

As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheeks. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded. He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away?".

Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.

Teksti: Eric Allen